It’s been really long since I posted anything on this site. I could use my busy schedule as an alibi but who am I kidding. The truth is, I lost the inspiration to write about anything. Or let me correct that, I lost my way with words that I could no longer write anything decent. Sure, I tried scribbling words whenever sleep eludes me and I want to do something productive, but when I read it the following morning, I feel so embarrassed with myself. A ten year-old me could do a lot better!
I think I’m on the phase that they called “writers block”. But since I’m not a really a writer, I will just call this, the-hell-do-I-care phase.
So yes, it’s quarter to late and I’m still wide-awake. No amount of Glee can put me to sleep. In fact it even worsen the situation. Now, not only am I sleepless, I keep humming the songs they’re singing too … sweet Caroline!
I was told to count sheep when I can’t sleep but it didn’t really work for me in the past. By the time I reached 30, I kinda lost interest on counting that my mind just drifted away and started relating the numbers to anything and everything. It’s really funny when that happens because you’re not aware that it’s happening until you’re very far along with it.
I could really use a good book right now but the book I’ve ordered hasn’t arrived yet. Which reminds me, I should email that seller, it’s already been 3 days since I paid for that book.
Had I gotten myself a PlayStation 3, I wouldn’t have to sweat situations like this. I could just play my sleeplessness all night. Imagine how many zombies I could have killed by now. 
Anyway, I decided to turn on my laptop and try writing whatever springs to my mind. And surprise, surprise! Nada! Zilch! Nothing! My head just won’t give me anything to write about.
And now I have to get up and pee. Crap!
